Saturday, January 31, 2009

Message from Michelle Obama

Okay I am not the person that talks politics at all. I never know anything, but with my husband now in the army I try to pay some attention. Well I got this email that is being pass around post and just thought I would share.



First Lady's Message to Families
By Michelle Obama January 17, 2009

On Tuesday, as people from all walks of life come together in common purpose to begin the work of renewing America's promise, my daughters and I will stand beside my husband as he takes the oath of office as the 44th president of the United States. People have asked me how I'll feel at that moment.

As a wife, I'll be thinking about how proud I am of my husband and how I believe so deeply that he will be an extraordinary president.

As a mother, I'll be bursting with pride at the thought of my girls now being ableto envision endless choices for themselves and the joy it will be to watch them grow up in the White House. And as a daughter, I'll be profoundly grateful to my parents, knowing that I am here onlybecause of their lifetime of faith and hard work.

They're my proof that the American promise endures. It's that promise we all share — that our children might grow up with unlimited ossibility, that our Families might know the dreams of opportunity and prosperity, that people in every nation might look at the roud banner of this country and know the boundless meaning of hope.

As I take on my newest role — First Lady — I'll be thinking about what that promise means to all those whom I've had the humbling privilege to meet these past two years on the campaign trail: Americans across the country who opened their doors and hearts to sare their stories with me — stories I carry to this day.

I particularly cherished my visits with military Families all across the country. I met so many strong and inspiring military spouses eager to share their stories, their dreams for the future and the unique challenges they face because of their Families' selfless service to our country.

And if there's one thing I learned, it's that when our servicemen and women go to war, their Families go with them. I saw how they take care of each other, heard how they fill in whenever the system fails and discovered that the trials they faced always were matched by the hope they shared that better days are still ahead.

The simple 35-word oath my husband will take and the peaceful transfer of power it completes makes it easy to forget that the great fortune of our citizenship isn't free at all. It's a responsibility inherited only because generations of Americans have fought and bled and died for it.

So as I watch Barack take that oath, I'll be thinking especially about those members of our American Family who stand guard across the world and the loved ones who await their safe return. Because even as we mark this moment in American history, there still will be empty seats at the dinner table; there still will be spouses struggling to juggle roles and responsibilities; there still will be children who mark the passing of a birthday without Mommy and toddlers who know their father only by a grainy video stream from a farflung corner of the globe.

My husband and I are deeply grateful for the sacrifices that these Families make to protect all American Families. And we join them — today and every day — in praying for their loved ones and their safety. They don't ask a lot in return, just a Washington that understands the challenges they face as part of their extraordinary commitment to our country.

My husband understands that commitment, and he will ensure America lives up to its end. As military Families join us on Tuesday, in person and in spirit, I want each and every one of them to know that for as long as I have the tremendous honor of being your First Lady, your voices will be heard, you will have an advocate in the White House, and the American promise you preserve always will extend to you, too.

All of us can learn a fundamental lesson from our military Families: You don't need to wear a uniform to serve your country. We allhave something to contribute to the life of this nation.

Monday is Martin Luther King Jr. Day. And to honor the legacy of a man who believed that everybody could be great because anybody can serve, my Family and I will spend the day performing activities in service to others. And we'll ask all Americans to join us in making an ongoing commitment to serve their community and their country, because in this new season of hope, that's the only way we'll begin renewing America's promise for all who reach for it and all who defend it — as one nation and one people.

On Tuesday night, my husband and I will tuck in our daughters like we always do. Their bedrooms will be different, their home unfamiliar. But they will drift off to sleep protected by that same sacrifice that has kept all of our Families safe and safeguarded our freedom for generations — the sacrifice of our men and women in uniform and their Families.

For that, we could not be more grateful — or more proud

Friday, January 30, 2009

I HATE making Decisions

Okay for all of you people that know me I hate making decisions. I hate it I hate it. I will sit on the side of the road until you tell me where you want to eat, Dont tell me "you pick" cause I won't I will just pull over and wait. Yes I have a bad problem with that because I let everyone else make my choices. I don't know why I just can't make decisions. It use to drive my best friend Amanda up the wall when we dorm together at college. (Yes, we lived together and had the same name and have been friends since Jr High). Anyways, where am I going with this. To this: Now, I have to make a decision the Dr won't make it for me.
Okay we got the result back from the Sperm test and it was okay not great but now with in working area. He does not think that it has approve enough to be able to get pregnant the complete natural way. We now could try the artificial way, but he says there is no guarantee on that. And once we say we are going to try the unnatural way, tricare (our insurance) will not pay for anything, the medicine he needs, my medicine or the procedure. So he said that would cost about $500 each month to try. $500 just to try. Yeah we could easily save up for a month but if it does not work that is $500 for nothing. To do that for a year would cost $6,000. Then the other thing that the Dr thinks is the best thing to do is just save up for the IVF which again Tricare does not cover and it cost around $10,000 here in Savannah. The Dr thinks that that would work 90%. So that is our choices with that.
On other similar news, we went Tuesday to an information classes about adoption and foster care though the state of Georgia. Alot of my question was answered that we could adoption/foster living on post and him being in the Army. The lady was actually happy about that because they love families on post. So that was good. I think we might look into this option until we have just have lots of money laying around to do the two other options to have our own child. Anyways if we do this we have to decide if we want to just be foster where you might have the child just for different periods of time, or do we want to adopted. And has the lady explain have that child with us forever. Like I said before I hate making decisions. I love input so please leave it. Well, I am going to shut up for today. Decisions, Decisions, Decisions,

Monday, January 26, 2009

Biggest Loser, Computers, and more!!!

Okay so I had to log in because I wanted to leave a comment on my sister-in-law's blog, so I thought I would go ahead and write another blog because I have nothing better to do with my time. LOL! Oh, Dad, yes I got the w-2 today. Yeah I can do my taxes and then get the money and get me my own computer so I can stop bugging my neighbors. They don't mind they do laundry at my place for exchange letting me online. LOL! Not really. Oh, Saturday we went looking at computers but I don't have a clue what to get. I can't decide if we want a desktop or a notebook. Then we can't decide what brand. I was thinking Dell (mainly cause I want the pink laptop from there) but they guy at Best Buy told me I should want a Sony (I know Sony makes good entertainment stuff I did not think they made computers) and Office Depot had a all in one desktop that was Sony cheap. I just don't understand what would be best. If you have any advice or knows the best places to purchase one please let me know!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!

Anyways, well we went Saturday and sign up for this thing they are doing here on post, Called The Fort Stewart Biggest Loser. We went and sign up cause I need to lose some and so just Jeremy. We love the show and I have always wanted to go on it because I think Jillian is so awesome but I could not do the outfits they weight in and too chicken to make a video. It is just a contest for the next 4 months for a prize. You only weigh in once a month and no one is eliminated but you get something every time you weigh in. We got a water bottle from signing up. So it is just something to get us started on eating right and exercising. So I will see how we do.
The eating is the part that will kill me. I am just mainly trying to cut out my sodas and candy right now and replace them with fruits and vegetables and lots of water. We were going to go to the gym tonight but it don't look like Jeremy is going to get off in time. It is 6:10 pm and he is still at work. Man, these are the days that I love the ARMY. I just called him and he still has no clue when he will get off.

I have been so tired lately and I don't know why I get 8 hours of sleep. The past week once the clock says 5:00 pm or 1700 I am out. I went to bed last night at 10 pm and slept till 8 am and still had the hardest time getting up. Then after work, which is only 5 hours, I came home and slept another 2 hours it probably would had been more if my friend did not call. Now a hour later and I am typing this because I want to be awake and not asleep. I don't know, hopefully am not getting sick.

Well, I am going to go right now. I am tried and I am going on and on.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Oh what a crazy day!

That is what I have to say about that. Yesturday me and my upstair neighbor, Sabrina deciede we wanted to get out of the house and go shopping in Savannah. Yeah, a girl's day. I needed to go to JoAnn's Crafts anyways so deceide to go spend the day in Savannah. We left and was having a nice time we went to to JoAnn's, one mall, ate, World Market, and then deceide to stop at Target before we headed back home. We had Sabrina's 5 month old daughter, Abbey, with us. When we were at World Market she began to get a little fussy and kinda warm, we just took her jacket off cause it was 40 degress outside so she had her bundle up good. Well, when we got inside Target I was pushing Abbey and she was bright red, so we gave her some medicine and strip her down to just a onies and socks. Well after about 30 minutes of walking around she was still red so we went and bought a temerature and went to the temp and it was 104. Sabrina was scared. So I calmy said okay lets go. So then we deciede instead of making the hour drive back to Fort Stewart, we could you Hunter Army Airfield which is right there in Savannah. I knew there was one gate that was right beside Target and I am sure we could find our way then. Oh, no I was so wrong. That gate I guess was a back gate, we drove for 15 minutes all around the air fields and though all kinds of back area. Finally we found it but they did not have a ER, so they sent us off post and make a left and go down 4 lights and make a left and there is a hosiptal right there. Great I am going down Savannah, to an area I dont know. Nope it turn out the hosiptal was the one that we go to for our specialize. So I knew how to get home. Anyways, the hosiptal was great, we were only there like 2 1/2 hours. They said she just had a viral infection and we did the right thing by giving her Mortin. So, then we finally got to come home. And we laught when we got home because we still beat the guys home, in there one day of work, we could go shopping and to the ER and still make it home earlier. LOL! So that is what I did Tuesday because I knew if I stayed home there would be nothing on TV then about the Prisdental stuff. Sorry I am not well educated in politics.

Well, January 23 Jeremy's W-2 will be posted and I am excitied. I am so hoping we get something back this year. I know we will get State back cause he is still paying Utah state taxes because they have his record has Utah has home place. I still can't fill until I get my W-2 from my dad. HINT HINT DAD!!!!!!

On other notes, I am trying to decede if it is worth driving home for one weekend just to see Parker. I really want to, and we know we can afford it, but is it worth it. I am thinking I could leave early one Friday and get there Friday night. Then have Saturday and Sunday to visit with family. Then Monday head back. It is a 14 hour drive and I know I can drive it by myself if I do it early in the morning and during the day. Jeremy thinks it is not worth driving home for just 2 days, you are traveling just has much has you will be there. So I dont know. We are looking at maybe coming home in June. It looks like they will grant them block leave again because the status changes and we then could get the past to go more then 1000 miles and his SGT already said since it is just right on the line, he would let it pass. But the question is then when and how many days he has to take off. I don't know we will just have to wait and see. That is a long time from now.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Just wanted write

IF ANYONE READS THIS: BEFORE YOU KEEP READING I WANT TO MAKE IT SURE THAT I NOT MAD OR UPSET AT ANYONE THAT IS PREGNANT OR JUST HAD A BABY!

Okay so this is not me at all to post this many times in a 24 hour period. I guess you are still reading but I don't want anyone upset with me. I guess I just am using this has a little journal. I have never actually keep anything really in here but tonight I am. Today before Jeremy left for the field I was starting to get down. I get depressed every now and then especially the more I see or hear that others are pregnant or see a lot of newborns. I told Jeremy that nothing was wrong and I was doing okay. Then has I set home alone, singing some sad songs on my SingStar game, My mother-in-law calls me with "great news". She was so excited and I was like great, now what, and I guessed it, one of Jeremy's cousin is expecting. His mom was so excited so I was like okay. When I got off the phone with her that is when I just lost it. It never gets any easier just harder to understand. Don't get me wrong everyone that is reading this and is pregnant or just had a kid I am so excited for you. I am not upset at you. It keeps getting worst. I been wanting to send something to my brother for Parker (Adam or Kim if you are reading this now you know why the gift will be late) but Jeremy won't go into the baby section of any store and then I tried to go without him and I could not do it. I am just having trouble right now I don't know why. Jeremy was so upset the week of his birthday cause he feels like he is getting old, he wanted to be young when he had kids. This whole holiday was hard on us which was one reason we went to Disney World. We did not want to go home family and babies, because the holidays are when we really get down about having a child. But when we got to Disney world and one night we were watching the fire works over the castle this family was sitting next to us and there little kids just keep talking my ears off and I could not help but laughed has I eventually started crying. It is just getting harder and harder, and time is going by faster and faster. It does not help that him being in the Army he might deployed next fall and be gone a year, so that would be another year lost. I even get to where I hate to go to church here, I go but it is so hard cause there are so many people pregnant or new babies, I think we have had 4 births in the past 3 months in our ward. Yeah, it is crazy. We just want our chance to have a child and some days we give up. We have completely given up when the Dr called about Jeremy coming in for other test, so we tried to lift our spirits, but it is scary to think that our future and what will happen in our future is past on this one test. I think back to high school, when all my friends picked on me cause I wanted lots of kids, they always told me I was going to be bare footed and pregnant. LOL! Now, I have none but they all do. I just can't get over it. I to the point where I want to start looking for adoption though the state of GA or just start off doing foster care. Jeremy is scared though, he is scared about doing that and our family not expecting the child. I think it is his family that will have a problem. Anyways, I am sorry to go on and on and I don't even know if this makes any sense to you. I just love to typed and needed to get some things out, since Jeremy was not here to talk to. Thanks for listening if you are still here. So to talk your ear off.

PS I know many of you will say just keep the faith but it just gets hard!

Happy Birthday Jeremy! and more information

Okay, so last Friday was Jeremy's 30th birthday. I did not get him anything, his gift was part of going to Disney World. I did spend all day Friday and Saturday baking and decorating a cake. I have fallen in love with the show "Ace of Cakes" which they make amazing cakes. I then decide that I could make a cake too. So I attempted to cover the cake in fondant. I have to say I did not do that bad for my first time and never taken a lesson. It was my first time to make a cake and have to cut the tops to make them even, cut the sides to make them completely round the same size, First time ever to do a 2 layer cake, I dyed the fondant the color I needed, and then cover the cake with it. Jeremy loved it. Saturday he had some friends come over and they played Playstation and ate pizza and stuff. Since 2 of them were the neighbors, we the wives, went upstairs to someone else's apartment and had our own party playing Disney Charades. It was a lot of fun. So that was Jeremy's Big Birthday Blash. Wow, I can't believe he is 30.

Anyways, we had a little bit of good news with the Infilitary Dr in Savannah. He told me in December that there was only a 10% chance that Jeremy taken the Clomid would change anything but it was worth a try. So Jeremy took it for 3 weeks and then went in for a blood test to see if it is doing anything. Well, the Dr. Called us back with I guess we are taken it has good news, that he needs Jeremy to come back to do a Sperm Anaylasis again because the blood test shows that it is working. So we go back on the 23th so hopefully we will find out that the clomid is helping and then I can get on the shot. That would be great. So that is what we are hoping for.

Anyways, Jeremy is leaving today to go out in the field till Friday. This is the fun part of being a solider's wife. The alone time!! I don't mind it much. So, well other then that I get I will stop rambing on and on.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

I AM AN AUNT



I am a aunt! Parker ? Haynes came today! I took this picture for Adam's and Kim's Blog. He is healthy and big. 8lbs and 9 ounces and 21 inches long! Now, I hope I can convicted Jeremy to let me go home soon so I can see him in person. We will see!

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Hello 2009!

Okay so out with the old and in with the new. As 2008 comes to an end I can't help but think about this long year and everything that hopes for in the next year.
A recape of 2008:
* February: Jeremy graduates from AIT at Fort Knox, KY.
We head to Utah to do HTR for 2 weeks.
Then we got the chance to travel for 5 days from Utah to Georgia. FUN!
* March: We got our new house here in Fort Stewart, GA.
I get a new sister-in-law!
*July: We get into a Specialize Doctor in Savannah for inferilitary.
August: We celebrate our 6th year anniversary.
*September: Jeremy goes to class for M88 and passes.
*October: Was my 10 year class reunion. (Glad I miss that)
*November: My birthday which just reminded me I am old.
Jeremy and Me also cooked our first turkey, it was good!
*December: Got to spend Christmas at Disney World, Jeremy's 1st Visit.

Okay now things I am looking forward to in 2009
* Jeremy turns 30!!!!!
* The birth of my new newphew, Parker Haynes!
* Some time around July, then we have to resign and there is no telling what will happen!

I am also hoping that all this medicines that we are on will work and we will soon be able to have a child. But if we find out next week it did not work, then we are thinking about looking into adoption and foster programs.
Well, I guess that is all for now!