I miss This!!!

Okay so laterly me and Jeremy has been I guess you would call it a little homesick. We have been thinking about how things were in Texas and Utah. I have to say there has been alot of stuff I miss that I never thought that I would. I been listening to the Trace Adkins song "You're Gonna Miss This" I dont know if that is the offical name of the song but you get the point. So I thought that I should make a list of the things that I miss so here it goes:

Things I miss in Utah:

• Jamba Juice - What I would do for a Triple Berry Smootie about now
• Enestein's Bagels - That and Jamba made a wonderful breakfast.
• The cold weather - I never thought I would say this but I miss wearing sweaters and the chillin weather
• The snow - I hated the snow the whole time but I think this year will be sad with no snow
• Having so much around to do that was free - I mean there was so many places to go and take a walk
• Del Taco - I think that was the name they were cheaper then Taco Bell and had some yummy nacho cheese

Okay, Things I miss in Texas:

• Casa Ole or Senor Toas (cant spell it) - Yummy!!!!
• Our Trailier - Having a yard to decrote for the holidays
• The people in the Buna Ward
• Dad's Sunday Lunch of Frito Pie
• Hanging out with my Brother and Sister
• Seeing friends from High School around town
• Catfish - No one around here eats it and nowhere serves it, it is always some other kind of fish
• Living in a Small town - I hate the cities
• Just being around family

Well, that is all I can think of now! I am sure there is much more!! Okay now I got it out

Bad Newws

Bad news at the DRs Current mood: sad Okay so I have not up date laterly cause I did not have anything to say, but now I am ready. Okay so I had another DR appointment this past Monday. I was so hoping that it would bring good news that the 150mg of Clomid worked and then we could move forward. But nope good news. I still did not ovulate yet. So if we move forward it will be with the shots. Well, then he looked at the results of Jeremy's SA and that was not good news. It was really bad. So he said it is not important that i ovalute right now if his Sperm Analysis is bad. So now we have to schuldule another appointment for him to do another test. If the test turns out good then I will have to go do an out patience surgury to check my tubes and stuff. And this is the kicker. If his next test is bad again he said the only hope for us to get pregnant is by a IVF. Which IVF is a proceder that is not pay for by Tricare (our insurance) and you are looking at around $20,000 for one cycle and no guantuee that it will work. So it took all I had not to start crying. So yeah I have been a little down. I just feel like it will never happen. Cause we will never have the money for a IVF or to even adopte. I know what every one is thinking you can just adopte. I have looked into that option but it cost lots of money and then you are just on a list for years. I just dont understand some days. We have so much love for children and have been wanting to share our love for years. I grew up always saying I wanted lots of kids ( I always wanted 6), which I still do but right now I just want one. So now I guess I should stop thinking about when I have a kid cause right now it wont happen and we are getting old. It is just so sad. I wish i could meet someone that needs someone to help them with their child or a teen that is giving it up so I could do a private adoption. I just want to open my home to others children. I know there are million of children out there needing someone to love, and I want to be there. I am thinking about being a foster parent but I dont know if since Jeremy is in the Army we can do it or since we live on post if we could still do it. I dont know. I hope so cause there are lots of kids that just needs some loves and it will be sad if they dont let me help those children out. Sorry for going and on, I am just sad and I want a child. Okay well some good news is I am going to have a nephew! I am so excitied for my Adam and Kim and so happy for them, I just wish I live closer so I could spoiled it more. LOL! Anyways just wanted to say how happy I am for them!

Where oh where is it going to go??

Well, when I left Texas I did not think I should worry much about Hurricane, but then I found out that Fort Stewart is not far from the coast but the Atlantic coast dont get much hurricanes like the Gulf! Boy was I wrong. We thought TS Fay might hit us, we got alot of rain from it but was not a direct hit. Now we got Hurricane Hanna coming at us. It could hit the Carolinas but the National Hurricane center shows it hitting the GA and SC border which is Savannah, GA and Hilton Head, SC. So I am keeping my eye on this. Now I wish I was at home cause I know the roads and the back way and how to get out. Now I got to figure out what is the best thing to do. LOL! Oh my gosh, I just saw that now there is a TS Ike. Wow, 3 systems all at the same time, this is crazy!! Anyways I will keep a eye on everything.

6 Wonderful Years

August 2002

October 2003

August 2002

Decemeber 2007

July 2008

Wow, It is hard to believe that it has been 6 years since I said "I do". I cant believe that I have been married to the love of my life for 6 years today. 6 years is a long time. That is more then a decade. LOL! Anyways I love Jeremy and I am happy to have him in my life. This last 6 years we have change alot in our lives but we have grown to love each other even more. I have move all over the place and gotten to see alot of the world. I looked forward to what the next many years will bring in our lives. Well, these are some pictures of the past 6 years we had together.

More Updates

Okay so it has been awhile again. I need to get better at this. LOL!
Anyways well I have been twice back to the Dr. Blohm for the inferility treatments. The first visit I found out that the 50mg of Clomid did not work. So we moved on to 100mg of Clomid. Again no such luck. I still am not produce even one egg. So this month I am going to try 150mg of Clomid. Dr already said that if this dont work we are going to stop with the clomid and go to the shots. I dont know much about what kind but I really dont want to go down that route. I hate shots I am telling you I will cry everyday that I have to give myself (which would not happen) or someone else gives me a shot. LOL!!! Anyways so hope and pray that this month will be our lucky month.
We are hoping to get pregnant soon due to the Military and we never know what is around the corner. we were told when we got here that Jeremy will not deployed until October - December of 2009. So I figure I was save, I had till December to get pregnant and have Jeremy here for the birth. Well, now we found out that starting this October he is deployable state wide. So which means if anything bad happens and the state forces (national guard) can't handle it alone, then the 1st Briage Here will be call too go help. So if we have any major hurricane, earthquakes, mudslide, terriost attack, and I dont know then he will have to leave. So I hope for the people of the US that nothing happens. LOL! I guess this will also make me keep my eyes on the news.
Well, it looks like I might go back to working. I was kinda thinking about it, but in this hick town they are not nice to military wives and the job market is very low. But Monday afternoon I called a Call from the NAF (people who hire on post) for a job that I put an application in for back in April. I was like sure I will take it, it will be working in the Pre-K class at one of the child care centers. I just have to get though a physcial and a 7 year background check. This is just crazy. I had to go get 2 shots today, and yes I cried! So I hope everything works out and I am able to start working. I am a little worry about it, due to the fact of my dr appointments and am hoping they are willing to work with me. We will see!
Anyways I gues that is all I have to say now.