There is Sunshine in My Soul Today

I can't believe that this weekend is aready over. It was such a nice and wonderful weekend. Saturday was a beautiful day. Jeremy went to go play paintball with some of his buddies. So I stayed home with my door open. I hate not having window I can open and enjoy the fresh air. So I just open my door and have my screen door. I can't wait to move from here. Anyways, I watched Conference Saturday morning and Saturday evening on the internet. In between I got my house cleaned just about. Then for the afternoon conference i was so hungry cause I did not stop to eat yet.So I just order Pizza and then set at the table with the computer and enjoy eating and conference. It is very nice to have all the different ways to enjoy conference. This was my first time to try it. I don't have the BYU channel and I really did not want to have to get dress to go to the church. So I decide to see how bad it could be watching it online. And to my suprise I loved it. It was nice because a) I did not have to get dress b) I could eat and drink c) I loved that I could pause it if I wanted to right something down or go to the bathroom. The last reason is very nice feature about watching it online. I always started watching them live but if I had to get up to go the bathroom then I would pause it and I never caught up. Anyways, then Sunday me and Jeremy watched both conferences again online. Before and between we finished cleaning the house together and caught watching our clothes up. So yeah our house is nice and clean. Now that my house is clean I can have vistors...lol!
I just feel at alot less stress now with a clean house. Well, I have to say that my favorite talk was the first one: Robert D. Hales about Provident Living.

On other notes there is this show that came on Discovery Health and last night on TLC called "I did not know I was pregnant." It is scary to see what has happen to these people. I keep watching going man, that will be me. It is about people that had no clue they were pregnant until they went into labor. One deliever at a camp bathroom, others at work and at home. i know you ask who would not realize they were pregnant, but they had no signs or they did not realized the signs. Most of them, like me never thought they could get pregnant and have normal cycles. So missing a couple months of cycles did not matter. It makes me keep hope up and also want to go to the gym. One lady tried for 15 years and was unable but then she went on a crash diet and lost 30 pounds. That weight loss is what the Doctor that talks on the show, said that is what trigger her body to ovaluted. I though, hum, I wonder if that would work for me... Now, I just got to go to the gym! I dont like going by myself so I will have to see.
Anyways that is all I have to say for now... LATER!!!

Just the Two of Us—For Now

Okay so I have not written on here in awhile. I guess I just don't know what to say anymore. The past month has been a long month and the whole time I just wanted to crawl in bed and never get out. I been struggling with alot of stuff in my life right now, and I guess I do what my husband's Sgt says. He is always on me to (his words) "suck it up and drive on" because he says I dwell on it. I never thought about it but I guess I do. Some times it is just best to cry then try to hide it. I guess along with being depressed about not being able to have children, I have begin to get homesick. I miss Buna! (thought I would never say that, I just enjoy Buna Ward). I just cry with everything lately. I cried yesterday watching Oprah,who I don't really like. I only watched it because Micheal J. Fox was on it and I loved him in the 80s on Family Ties. I watched it because it was about him struggling for 18 years with Parkinson's Disease which is what my father-in-law has. It was a really good show and I just set on the couch weeping. Anyways!
Well, here I am in the middle of the night, 1:00 am in the morning and unable to sleep, due to my mind is racing with so much thoughts. Well, has I was blog spying I ran across a friend from Hinesville and on her blog she had all this excitement about General Conference coming up. I thought about I wished I had that came kind of excitement. I was thinking I can watched it online that way I don't have to get out and see anyone. I know wrong way of thinking!!! Anyways, from here page I ended up going to LDS.org and found myself looking for answers. While there I decide to read past issues of Ensign. Since I don't get them anymore, due to it expire during moving and just never have renew the subscription. I was going to do it then but my card was in the car and it is dark, and raining. Well anyways the point of this is I ran across this article searching. "Just the Two of Us - For Now" By Ardeth G. Kapp
Young Women General President
www.lds.org/ldsorg/v/index.jsp?vgnextoid=2354fccf2b7db010VgnVCM1000004d82620aRCRD&locale=0&sourceId=64bc27cd3f37b010VgnVCM1000004d82620a____&hideNav=1 This arictle is really good and made me feel even better. It bought out some really good points for childless couples. I know it is kinda old but the message is still the same. I don't know why I am writing all this but I guess I just wanted to write.

Anyways, on other news, Jeremy knee is getting better he will not be needing surgery. It still hurts but it looks like he will have to do his PT test next week. So he has began working so hopefully he will be able to past it. So, tonight in between rain storms we took Zowie, our dog, for a walk/run. It was fun! I think we decide that we want to adopted from the state, but we just have some issues standing in the way. One being that as soon has he passes his PT test he should be up for resigning. We have mix feelings about if we want to PCS (permanent change of station or move). We love it here and are settled and he knows he will deployed around January of 2010. Which he wants to because those guys are his friends now. But we also have the fight if we want to move because we do want to see more of the country instead of just Georgia. So who knows what we will do. We just have to wait and see what they will offer us, I guess. I just don't want to start with the adoption process here and then in the next year we move I would feel like I was wasting my time.

Just Updating!

Okay, sorry it has been awhile since I have updated on here but I just been so busy. I gotten a couple of questions about if I every made it back to the Dr. and yes I did but she said it was no my gallbadder so we will see. I just love Doctors, espically at post hosiptal. I guess you get your money's worth, and it is free so you cant complain.
Well, Jeremy found out that there is no leave going to be availiable in June, like we thought so, so he might not be able to go home till December. I still want to go home before then so we will see. It stinks that they won't give them time before then. I guess we will see. I know they get 2 weeks before they deployed so if everything is has it seens now then that will be in December also. So I guess we will see.
So I dont have anything exciting to talk about. I guess my life is boring...LOL

Tybee Island, GA

Okay so this weekend we deceide that we wanted to go to Tybee Island and enjoy this 80 degree weather we are having here in Coastal Georgia. I have yet been able to go there and Jeremy has been there with a few of his friends. So I deceide lets go. It only about 1 hour or so away. It is a nice little island. You can basically walk around the island because it is not "that" big. There are even famous people that have a house here. I dont know 2 of them but one is Sandra Bullock and one person we were talking to, to get the scooters and told us that Bay street is where Sandra Bullock house is, so we rode our mopeds all the way down bay street so, I am sure we passed her house. It was a fun trip, the water was too cold and the wind blowing in the evening made it cold but other then that it was perfect. I am even sunburn on my face and neck and feet. So here are some pictures . This is a picture of the island. We rented the Mopeds at the Tree and rode them down the back way to the Lighthouse and then followed the Red Bike path to the beach. It looks far but only took about 45 minutes. We stopped at the lighthouse to go to the beach there also.

This is Jeremy on his Moped!

This is Me on mine. Yes, it was Pink! I look scared because I was, but they gave me a little lesson in the parking lot and then took me about 3 times around the block.

Jeremy at the pretty beach!

The Tybee Island Lighthouse

Us on the beach!

The starfish that we found. These 3 was near by so I took a picture of all 3. I wish I could have took one home, but the rule is you cant take anything unless it is already dead. The ones we found was up on the beach burrying into the sand to stay wet, so we would pick them up and put them back on the edge of the waves again.

There was this guy fishing and we could tell he caught something and Jeremy wanted to see what it was, this is what it was, a stingray. It stilled had it little thing that stings you on it. So he took the hook out and trew it back in. That makes me scared to get into the water!

The lighthouse from the edge of the beach. Look how big the beach is. Nothing like Galveston. It is so wide.

The Tybee Island Lighthouse!

Us at dinner. We ate at this resturant that was in a hotel and you sit and over look the beach. it was so beautiful.

Hosiptal Visit

Okay so I have not updated anything in awhile so I thought that I will do it now.
Thursday morning when I got up with Jeremy I had some pains in my stomach area. I have had pains in my abdominal before but this was not the same it was higher up and on my right side. Well, since it is hard to get into a Dr here on post we decided to go to the ER. Well after sitting in the waiting room (which by the way had no one there but one family) for an hour (oh, it was 0530 in the morning) we finally got into the back. Mine, I say they put me in this room that I guess is for pregnancies or female issue because the bed had no rails and it either laid flat or straight up. Anyways the DR came in shortly and did some pushing around on my stomach and said he thinks it is my Gallbladder and was going to see how bad it was. So he need blood and wanted to give me something for pain into an IV. So anyways this SPC and civilian nurse comes in to get an iv started and get blood. I nicely hand them my hands and say "Here good luck" The last time I went to the ER it took 3 people, I got poke 6 times until they was able to do it. They then went on and on about how they were the best and they were going to be able to do it no problem. So the SPC starts on my left wrist.....Man that hurt more then every. I was like there is no way you are putting an iv in my wrist. Sure enough he was not able to do so. So the nurse was able to get an iv started in on the top of my right hand. Yes, if you have to have an IV there it hurts. The next thing I knew she was flushing out my lines, or I thought. I was talking to the SPC and Jeremy and then man I just felt so wreak. I was like what did you just do, she was like I gave you some meds for your pain. The next thing I knew I was out. I remember the DR came in and I just keep looking at him. Jeremy later told me that he was telling me that he believes it was my gallbladder and that he was just waiting for the blood test to come back to see if I need an ultrasound to see about emergency surgery. Then he came back and said that everything came back good so he thinks I should make an appointment with my PCM and sent me home with 2 meds. Oh, I slept that whole day. Well, I have been feeling better, just after some times when I eat I start hurting again. So anyways I got an DR appointment Thursday so we will see from there.